This post is super emotional for me. A couple of weeks go Breanna started getting sick. And can I just confess it was one of the hardest week of my life. I had to rely on the Lord a lot for strength. It was one of the times that I realized and my testimony grew on GRACE. After the E.R visit, that night I wept. I was so overwhelmed. I had homework coming out my ear drums, I had to be the mom for my sister, and I was also being a sister to my sister. My sister was so weak and tired. So along with trying to bear myself up, with all of my insecurities and things that I was dealing with, I was watching my sister slowing fade away. This is why I understood what grace was. Because I literally had felt like i had done as much as i could do and i was to my max, my Savior had to help me, and he did. You know the story Footprints. I believe the Savior was carrying me.
Before we went into the E.R. My sister looks and me with her yellow eyes and says "what if I don't make it?" WHAT? "Savior Please help me, give me strength, and please bless my sister I don't know what i would do without her." Yes that is what I was thinking and pleading with my Father in Heaven to somehow give me courage and strength.
Breanna's liver was inflamed. She was constantly tired (seriously... all the time), her stomach was always sick; she never ate or drank anything, and by the end of the week her eyes started to turn yellow. So eventually after talking with doctors and our mom we took her into the E.R.
Sorry, it is probably really bad grammar and hopefully it isn't confusing, but that was my thoughts on what had happen. My testimony and relationship with my Father in Heaven grew. He lives and is in the DETAILS of our life.
I made some chocolate chip cookies to try lighten the mood, I think it worked! Ask BRE! :) .
THE LORD IS IN THE DETAILS OF OUR LIFE.
Our adventures at the E.R. After they flushed her fluids, she started to feel a lot better!
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